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Tuesday, March 8th 2005

12:08 PM

Are you Alone?

  • Mood: Reflective
  • Music: 3 Doors Down
  • Eating/Drinking: Drinking a coke but getting ready for LUNCH!
  • Thinking About... My muses

Most people show up for work being physically accoutered but mentally disheveled. Author ~ Eric Butterworth

Maybe this isn't at all what the author had in mind when he wrote this but that is the special thing about the written word…it is open to interpretation.

Here I am present and accounted for at my place of employment. To the physical eye I hope I seem equipped to handle the position but my mind is a million miles away. How many of us go through the motions? Surely I can't be the only one who is guilty of this. Am I? What thoughts are running through your mind as you go through your day? Do people ask you if you are listening? Do you catch yourself coming out of your thoughts half way through a conversation or worse as the other person is waiting for a reply that you can't possibly give them? Or have you, like me, mastered the ability to parrot their last sentence back to them even if you have no idea of the context around it?

Are you alone in your mind? Perhaps you think this a strange question. If it is to you then I don't know if I should envy you the privacy or pity your loneliness for I am rarely alone. My muses keep me company and it is often they that have my thoughts when those thoughts should be else where. Sometimes it is just a whispered voice here and there. Do you suppose this is the voice that some mistake for a conscience? WEG I certainly hope you don't have a muse like my Keller then for he has no conscience. It's a special thing to have your very own Serial Killer/Sociopath. Trust me when I say you don't want to piss me off when he is around. If you think the whispers of the serpent were evil you should hear what comes from his lips. Mawhahahahahahahaha To think that people question me on my choice of a Pit Bull, ironically also named Keller, as a family pet. LOL ANYWHOOO Sometimes it is as clear as a movie playing out in my mind, like the movie ED TV with my beloved Muses in the starring roles. Other times they are in the shadows where I catch only a glimpse here and there but have the comfort of their presence. Maybe one will come out to play and the others stay in the shadows. You never know. All I do know is that the days where they all desert me are the darkest days of all.  

Where are your thoughts now? Are you alone?

~Peace!

HUSSY

 

17 Comment(s).

Posted by B.:

Ohh TT. Well this is a very interesting topic here! I never have my mind to myself. Like you, it seems constant that at least one muse is with me. They comment on what is on tv from people walking down the street. Their main use of course is writing, but like you said, secondly is company. Maybe it's just wishful thinking~I do live a kind of lonely life with a husband on the road 95% of the time. Then again, there have been "voices" since the times of the Bible. Muses, conscience..scitzophrenia..God...they have been called many things. My Dino muse...well he is FAR from conscience, much like Keller and definately not God...nor do I think of him as a part of myself. Well, I do, but not an extention, just a part of my life that I hate to be without. They distract, they comfort, they amuse, antagonize, and they create. It is highly amusing when they peek out to play with another's muse. I'm not too sure how willing people are to discuss this out of the fear of sounding insane, LOL. I'm not even sure if this is something that only writers and artists have, or if everyone does. I do know how much I love mine though and like you said, just a day without them is enough to send me into a tailspin of misery. Thanks so much for sharing this with us...and hopefully you are not laughing at me! If so knock it off you little fuck!
Tuesday, March 8th 2005 @ 1:07 PM

Posted by April:

Ohhh TT! LAUGHING AT YOU? Surely you jest! I knew you would understand this!

I have to agree with you I am not to sure how many people will offer up their honest comments on this one but I can hope!
Tuesday, March 8th 2005 @ 2:10 PM

Posted by Mel:

Very, very interesting topic you touched there my sis. It definitely had me thinking. Am I alone? Not really I think. it's mostly my little cynical self and sarcastic inner voice keeping me company. Sometimes it peeks through and might annoy people who don't know me that well, sometimes I just keep those thoughts to myself and am the perfectly polite and charming young woman from the outside.

As for muses...when i'm on the train to uni in the mornings I try to concentrate on uni-related things I find my thoughts drifting away, writing stories in my head. All I can do then is give in, put some music on (I never leave the house without my mp3 player! LOL), look out the window and let my thoughts do the work. it's refreshing and relaxing really.

And if a lecture is boring, yes my thoughts drift away but so far no one really caught me absent! LOL not yet, I said, it might happen any time.

So I guess...I don't have my mind to myself either...
Tuesday, March 8th 2005 @ 2:22 PM

Posted by Brown Rice:

I'm guilty.

Thoughts going through my mind right now is..... I'm a salaried employee yet, I have to put in an 8 hour work day. Otherwise, I'll have to put in for time off as in off of my accumulated vacation hours. However, if I'm out on site or traveling and put in 12-16-20 hour day, it doesn't matter because we don't have "comp time". Besides, I'm on "salary". Hmm... Plus, what about others that come in to work physically but mentally gone as in far away gone from work (brainwise) or perhaps that couldn't get their heads outta their a$$? Physically at the work place but not really at the work place. I guess depends on how you define thigns.

I may seem a bit off as far as my comment here but I guess what I'm trying to say is, regardless of a situation, you're never really alone. I'm sure there are others out there who think of the same thing I do. Therefore, you're not alone on some thoughts even though you don't verbally share them with others. Make sense? I know right now, I'm not the only one browsing the web while I'm at work. So, within my li'l area here, I may think I'm alone but in reality, I'm not because there's others out there doing the same thing I am! Bottom line, it's how you define it. I think I went on and one long enough. Have a good day!
Tuesday, March 8th 2005 @ 4:44 PM

Posted by Shari Britton:

Hey BF
I soooo understand what you mean. I have a new job and only work a few hours at a time so it is LESS apt to happen, but I'm telling you when there is no one around the mind does wander. You know at LEVEL HELL that my mind wandered for SURE. My muses aren't as strong as yours or even B's but they are there and I'm glad for that.
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